i’m still doing the numbers thing but i will post them in the morning because i am super tired and my head hurts, so send one in if you want me to make a post talking ‘bout you and being weirdly personal and junk
when a natural disaster happens to a country and people draw fanart of that hetalia character in pain
fffffffffffffffffgh OH YOU
i don’t even have to mention when we started following each you fucking know when we started following each other
or at least i remember when i started following you, i can’t even remember when we started talking off tumblr, that first step in a relationship is always hazy to me even with people i’ve known for years and years.
i don’t even know what to write. we talk to each other every day. sometimes it feels almost mundane. you seem to feel like you need my permission for a lot of things, you don’t. sometimes i wonder if you’re a little bit scared of me? i know i can get angry sometimes. if anything, you’re a saint just for putting up with my abrupt and dramatic mood swings.
but more importantly you’re there for me. you always are. and sometimes all either of us can do is try to make it a little better for the other and i know that we’re both trying our hardest just to get by. i think that things are far from perfect, but given some room to grow, we could put together a wonderful life.
hsfghfgjjg i thought i’d check one more time before going to bed and adfsfghfhghj
your art is a real inspiration to me. I REMEMBER I started following you back when you had the wheatley fans’ feelings wrapped around your tablet pen. it’s always a pleasure to go to your streams, but i sometimes get nervous and slip out. Other times I actually have to stop just because i feel the urge to break out my tablet watching you work!
you’re always so imaginative and inventive, and i think part of it comes from your being so open-minded. and honest about what interests you. And this might come off as a bit weird, but- sometimes when you draw heavyset characters, the way you render them so faithful to what real humans look like, it kind of makes me feel better about myself. I don’t know if i ever told you that? I think I tried to, once, in an ask or something. the magic of representation or something. hsfgfffggg ack
but yes. you’re incredibly talented and you’ve studied hard and it shows. You deserve to have lots of money thrown at your art, hopefully someday soon. please keep making weird stuff. it’s the loveliest.
frick i still haven’t watched hannibal
ANYWAY yes i probably have at least half my taste in video games because you and your fiancee. I ended up buying my own copy of Dragon Age: Origins because of you.
oh god what did I say last time I did this? something kind of weird and standoffish wasn’t it? I don’t know, I’m not very good at being friends with dudes, i think. But you’re a lot more familiar to me now, partially because you are a given extension of my best friend, but i enjoy your individual sense of humor and taste. I think way back when we first met I was kind of apprehensive about getting close, but that was ages ago. You can get a little antsy when you’re excited about something, but you’re otherwise a pretty chill dude. i’m genuinely glad that we’re friends.
ALSO YOU GOT US INTO D&D SO THERE’S THAT
the immaturity of this tumblr user i canNOT BELIEVE
fricken. dude. i’m just. dude. you’re my bruh dude
the three of us met in high school doing the thing and then we went to all those animes and stayed up late talking about our husbandos and waifus BECAUSE WE WERE THE WEEB QUEENS
but yeah i’ve said to your face that i admire you and every piece of art you put out, because i feel like you’ve always been able to make little parts of your dreams manifest even if they weren’t fully realized. And not by miraculous circumstance or luck, but because you always work hard at things. Unlike me, you’re always so grounded, you’re always defined by your passion, not by your mistakes or your passing sentiment.
i love you dude. i’m really glad we’re still friends and i cAN’T WAIT FOR ACEENNNN
omg it occurs to me that i’m doing this kinda late- oh no it’s not that late, nevermind. it feels really late, probably because I had a really long day.
I’m doing really well, thanks for asking! i’m sort of having a crisis of motivation, but if the worst of my problems is that it’s too easy to lay around doing nothing, i’m pretty fricken’ well-off.
;A; aaaa i miss when we talked more! i sort of detached from tumblr for a long time, so i stopped talking to a lot of people.it’s weird because i’m following you, but looking at your blog, i don’t recognize a lot of these posts?? maybe the problem is my dash doesn’t prioritize your posts anymore;; I LOVE THE STUFF YOU POST THO OHMIGOSH
we used to have a lot of fun with some other peeps but all that stuff has kinda died down, hasn’t it? i miss you and your cute doodles.
aaaa oh man we started following back in the ol’ portal days, talkin’ about wheatlies and Doctor Who and junk. I feel guilty sometimes because conversation halted entirely for a while :/
I was always really impressed with your art, and I still follow you on DeviantArt (and I’m still constantly amazed by your expressions!). You taught me some stuff about ace people, too. We might not share many current interests, but I still think of you pretty much anytime I hear ELO and hope that you’re doing better and better every passing day.
Mutuals send me a number and I’ll make a post talking about you
Hey guess what! I finally got a 2DS yesterday, and I’m looking for friends! Message me your friend codes, or message me a request for mine???